we are nothing and nothing can save us
and
despite everything we’ve
created
we are still surrounded by emptiness
we
have the promise of the lottery
we
have ipods for
starving
children everywhere
and
it feels good to rest out here
to
just drop to your knees on the edge of
burnt
hill road and let the blood flow,
and
it feels good to close yr eyes
left
him lying there because the baby was
crying,
buzz of flies was a soft blanket,
a
wall, a gentle ocean
shadows
of birds in flight
could
taste it, like music or the
sound
of running feet
no
one asleep, but one of us turned away
autumn
maybe or the end of summer
and
the heat like a dull blue shroud
silver
sun in a sky the color of dust and
despite
all of the wars we’d won
we
were lost
found
the mother in a shallow grave with her
hands
cut off but we never found the father
had
400 channels to choose from
and
it wasn’t enough
had
some good fucking medicine
still
hated myself, but not as much
not
as fiercely
missed
the heat that came with
all
of that glorious empty anger
bird imagery 2
like a body found hanging
from the
underside of a bridge
like dirty white skies or the
rusted metal towers that
grow from the ridges
of anonymous hills
wherever you are
it’s always 20 years too late
whoever you wanted to be
we always end up nothing more
than hungry ghosts in the
age of crows
saints nailed to crosses
in upstate fields and
the man said sing
and so we did
said jump because it was
only the 98th floor
because it almost
felt like flying
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