Alfred Booth is a professional classical pianist, an American living in
Paris France. He has written poetry since childhood and only very recently
has become interested in publishing his offerings. He has dabbled in
acrylic artwork, plays Bach on the ‘cello and believes in association between
the arts.
The Poems. After Debussy’s Préludes for Piano, I have always titled my pieces after them.
Interflora sent yet another oversized
bouquet, a mix of oranges and reds
this time, overbearing on the piano with
six others. In truth I had no tears to stifle.
I could not cross the Atlantic to bury her
and have come to hate the assumption
that bright floral compositions are a good
stand-in for funeral wreaths delivered
directly to the cemetery. Hell, I don’t
even know where they chose her final
resting place, if ever she could. Damn
the doorbell. Chocolates from my best
friend, the card says “at least you’ll get
happy highs eating them …” I stare
out the window, throwing wrappers
on the pedestrians four floors below.
conventional
solicitude
[2015.30.3…a]
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in
the new moon's covering
beyond
thundercloud turbulence
I
surround myself in bleakness
pillow-cased
in its softness
you
have stolen my journal
and
learned secrets that have no voice
tonight
there will be a tacit bargain
in
the bedroom staged as a temple of black
perhaps
you will see new light in my soul
and
let it guide the guile of your fingers
across
the corrupted twists in my spine
we
will both pretend I feel no pain
and
you will love me
as
gently as Christmas snowfall
for
this alone is your gift
in
exchange for tonight’s intimacy
I
will forget the chagrined unwritten pages
my
pen did not bleed into my red leather journal
and
again caress the perfect boundaries
of
the only guardian I allow
boundaries
[2014.17.9...a]
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I rushed back, every corner a finish line
neither instinct, survival, nor love
gave me wings enough
your fifth floor rooms
were empty, save the comforter
sixty-four blue patchwork squares
with orange flowers
under which we slept each night
in the abandon of these last months
did I remember how many days
I wept, curled
in the warmth of our memories
it did not matter
I did not run to the lake
where I carefully folded my clothes on the
dock
hoping this hunger had weaken my body
I could not sink, following my heart
after your
last words
[2015.26.3…a]
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