James Babbs continues to live and write from
the same small Illinois town where he grew up. He has published hundreds
of poems over the past thirty years and, recently, a few short stories. James is the author of Disturbing The
Light(2013) & The Weight of Invisible Things(2013).
My Mother Was a
Night Owl
Monday
night and
I’m
lying in my bed
eating
slices of cold pizza and
watching
back to back
reruns
of Law & Order
this
TV belonged to my mother
but
after she died
I
brought it home with me
and
put it in the bedroom
my
mother was a night owl
when
I was growing up
I’d
awaken
in
the middle of the night and
make
my way to the bathroom
and
she’d be in the living room
without
any lights on
watching
TV
I
remember she liked watching
reruns
of The Waltons
Little
House on the Prairie
and
action movies
starring
Sylvester Stallone
The Third Beer
when she got home
I was in the middle of the
third beer
she just looked at me
and all she said was
oh
I said
thank god it’s Friday
and raised the bottle over my
head
she laughed
it’s only Thursday she said
and went to change her
clothes
I finished the beer
then got another one
it’s Friday I said
when she came back into the
room
she shook her head
no it’s not she said
are you sure
I asked her
she showed me the calendar
with the windmills on it
the one she got from the bank
then verified it
by handing me her phone
I kept drinking the beer
shit I said
I guess I lost a day
somewhere
she laughed
oh well she said
before walking into the
kitchen
then coming back with two
more beers
she handed one of them to me
then she took a seat
next to me on the couch
Lincoln’s Birthday
I started driving home
a couple of hours after
midnight
traveling out on
the dark highway alone
coming up from the south
and I kept seeing wisps of
fog
like ghosts dancing
at the edges of my headlights
and it started raining
just outside of Springfield
while I scanned through
stations on the radio
before landing on some jazz
and I thought about a woman
I once knew long ago
who had the same birthday
as Abraham Lincoln
and I remembered
how I tried to tell her
he was our 16th
president
and how he freed the slaves
by signing
the emancipation proclamation
but she just laughed
and kept shaking her head
telling me over and over
again
how she was never a good
student
and she really didn’t know
much about history
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