Thursday, March 31, 2016
Ananya S. Guha- A Poem
Speaking
There are no impediments
to poetry only raucous running
of voices and crackling spell
of dreams. Sleep is hangover
words orchestrate the fun
into livid flesh of breathing
noiselessly, they fall into arms
where it takes umbrage
then the speaking begins
a child curdled in mother's lap.
Ananya S Guha
Shillong, INDIA.
David S. Pointer- A Poem
Suit Form Compassion
Who here can outshine
radiating mirrored images inside money,
emanating solutions by Pithecanthropus
Erectus,
refueling speedy international selfishness
benighting straightforward backwardness
inside unzippered American appendages
xeroxing blood, mud and patty cake memos
warmly supported by all repeat customers
wearing cyber-bells in the latex condom lines
restocking consequences to future generations
About the Author: David S. Pointer has been writing for the “Littles” for a long time. Recent work included in such places as “here and there.”
Michael Marrotti- A Poem
"Fanboys United"
It's a sight for
insecure eyes
The manifestation
of flattery
Under the guise
of solidarity
Digital high fives
when they know
deep down in
their shallow souls
that their writing
is as bad as my own
It's a special group
and to be honest
in which pertaining
to them (fanboys)
Honesty rarely occurs
I'm without the
invitation
What good am I
when I trimmed
my nails
I can't scratch
their backs properly
Fanboys united
The fallacy
has been
detrimental
to their writing
I've been ostracized
I feel so alone
At least I still have
my old friend candor
As they cliche away
I know everything
is subjective
But at the end
of the day
we'll never progress
If all we have
is the fanboys united
insecure eyes
The manifestation
of flattery
Under the guise
of solidarity
Digital high fives
when they know
deep down in
their shallow souls
that their writing
is as bad as my own
It's a special group
and to be honest
in which pertaining
to them (fanboys)
Honesty rarely occurs
I'm without the
invitation
What good am I
when I trimmed
my nails
I can't scratch
their backs properly
Fanboys united
The fallacy
has been
detrimental
to their writing
I've been ostracized
I feel so alone
At least I still have
my old friend candor
As they cliche away
I know everything
is subjective
But at the end
of the day
we'll never progress
If all we have
is the fanboys united
Michael Marrotti is an author from Pittsburgh using words instead of violence to mitigate the suffering of life in a callous world of redundancy. His primary goal is to help other people. He considers poetry to be a form of philanthropy. When he's not writing, he's volunteering at the Light Of Life homeless shelter on a weekly basis. If you appreciate the man's work, please check out his blog:www.
Stephen Bone- A Poem
Fern Fever
Joints crackling
like winter bracken she lifts
heavy glass domes, mists
trembling plumes
of maidenhair, asparagus;
is taken
back to damp cool woods,
a warm steadying hand;
remembers specimens glued
to ivory vellum
sent from far-flung counties,
names that startled, thrilled -
broad buckler, moonwort,
adder's tongue - black inked
beneath in faultless copperplate,
then gifts,
a pearl handled lens,
exquisite framed diagrams.
Fern fever they had called it,
this passion
for foraging, to identify;
the hope of finding
some thing rare.
( Fern fever was the name given to the Victorian craze for fern collecting )
This poem was first published in The Dawntreader # 34
Stephen Bone's first collection published by Playdead Press 2014.
www.playdeadpress.comAlly Malinenko- Three Poems
Collateral Damage
You’re never going to
connect to anyone ever again.
That’s what the
storyteller says
as I watch him talk about
the black bird of cancer
and just like that,
I know it’s true.
I can feel that wall now
the one I keep walking
into
rubbing up against me
and even last night
I felt it again
as we were on the couch,
the wine bottle half
finished
the boring movie shut off
Neil Young on the radio
and you and me talking
about
music and art
not cancer for a change
and you remember
that I said I had
something to tell you
and you remind me
you say, what were you
going to say before
and my mouth opens
and closes
and opens
and closes
You are never going to
connect to anyone ever again.
and I say nothing
because maybe
the storyteller was
wrong.
And I smile and
say, I don’t remember.
And I pray for the
storyteller to be wrong.
The Waiting #1
When it is Monday
I am both too close
and not close
enough to Wednesday
which is the day
I should get the call
about the biopsy.
And I am not doing well,
one drink away from tears
or stupidity
and you are trying
telling me it’s fine
and I am nodding
wanting to grab you
and shake you and
scream,
It’s fucking cancer.
I know it.
I saw the doctor’s face
when she turned
to wash my blood off her
gloved fingers
after dropping bits of me
into a jar for the lab
and I said,
Hey Doc, you’re not worried
are you
craning my neck
to see her face
from this operating table
and she said
Yes, Allyson
she used my whole
name the way people
who don’t know me do
she said Yes Allyson, I’m
very worried.
before yanking off her
gloves
dropping them in the sink
and walking out the door.
Secrets
I watch videos online
during my late night at
work
of girls explaining
how to tie a head scarf
so it doesn’t slip off
your head.
Avoid silk they say,
rubbing their bald heads
talking to the camera.
They are good at this,
nimble fingered
and careful.
Each one they tie
looks great,
if great is a word that
can be used here.
I email a few to my
mother.
I tell her not to worry
about the chemo
I tell her to be strong
To be brave.
I tell her all the things
that I whisper to myself late at night.
I send videos to my
mother
so she can learn to tie a
headscarf
I save a few for me.
Matthew Borczon- Three Poems
Matthew Borczon is a nurse and Navy sailor from Erie
Pa. He served in the busiest combat hospital in Afghanistan from 2010-11. He
writes about his experiences there and the difficulties of living with PTSD.
His work had been published in dead snakes, the yellow chair review, Rasputin,
busted Dharma, Red Efts, Dissident Voice, Big Hammer and Hanging loose. He won
the Yellow chair reviews chap book contest for 2015 and his book a Clock of
Human bones is available through them.
early
morning rain
in this town
banjo strings
connect the
power lines
and black
crows play
mountain odes
as they caw
into the
orange sunrise
waking me
from my
dreams of
gun fire and
helicopters
my nights
belong in
the desert
in my
days I
dream of
home.
Oxycodone
spent a
sleepless night
swallowing
ghosts of
dead soldiers
as bombs
exploded on
my TV
and oxycodone
numbed pain
from a
tooth I
had extracted
after it
shattered
under the
blue glove
of an
oral surgeon
I have
drank enough
blood in
one day
to last
a lifetime
this time
at least
it is
my own.
March 2016
Maintenance
I’m tending
the graves
again tonight
cleaning sand
off stones
with a
hand broom
in a
yard of
crosses with
no names
and I’m
checking equipment
tonight 872
suction pumps
and drip poles
serviced nightly
for the
ghosts of
the dead
and I’m
writing letters
for the
wounded
tonight using
words I
don’t know
to describe
things no
one should
see for
soldiers
without eyes
or hands
and I’m
serving meals
to Marines
too weak
to eat
again tonight
hoping to
get enough
inside so
they can
rejoin their
unit in
time to
attack my
dreams
Melanie Browne- Two Poems
Rescuing Naked Barbies from Goodwill
I see their faces first,
in gallon-size ziplock bags,
mashed together like
one brutal S&M orgy,
I long to rescue them,
give them all a hot bath
then dress them in
some second -hand gently worn
clothing,
but I can't
save them all,
I am not Therese,
the patron saint
of naked thrift store Barbies,
but,
if someone nominates me
I doubt if I will turn it down
Arguing with My Mom on Easter
I am in a heated
discussion with
my Mom about
whether the infamous
Madalyn Murray O'Hair
met her ultimate
demise with the
help of a
wood chipper,
I read her the
Wikipedia article,
but she isn't
satisfied,
It's Easter,
I say,
this isn't a
suitable topic,
and neither of us
can remember how
we got here,
from point A
to point W,
so we drink our coffee
and eat the ham
and peel the
shell from
the hard boiled
eggs
Christopher Hivner- Three Poems
Christopher Hivner writes from a small town in Pennsylvania surrounded by books and the echoes of music. He has recently been published in Anti-Heroin Chic and Syzygy Poetry Journal. A chapbook of poems, “The Silence Brushes My Cheek Like Glass” was published by Scars Publications and another, “Adrift on a Cosmic Sea”, was published by Kind of a Hurricane Press. website: www.chrishivner.com, Facebook: Christopher Hivner - Author, Twitter: @Your_screams
I Wrote This One While Listening to One of my Favorite Songs
It is languid
the song that keeps me in reverie,
speaking a language
I understand too well,
wished I’d never learned.
When the guitar
has its moment in the spotlight
it drives the point home
that I am wallowing
in the cool mud
of the past.
It paces my skin
with succulent frissons
leaving me with the notion
I am still alive.
There is an accordion
in the background
haunting the melody,
pulling me along to the end,
another five minutes spent
thinking of things
I don’t have anymore.
Cassiopeia and a Virginia Slim
The two of us
on the porch
that night,
she’s smoking a cigarette
and freezing.
I’m watching the stars
wishing I could remember
the constellations.
She says something about
not wanting to smoke anymore.
I wanted to put
my arm around her
but we weren’t us now.
She mumbles that
she wants to go shopping
for a new coat,
I want to kiss her
but its too late.
She doesn’t like shopping,
says she never sees anything
she likes.
I shake my head
at the familiar refrain.
That Edge
“I know, I’m going to hell,”
my friend always says
after telling one of his jokes
that make me laugh
and cringe
at the same time.
He gets away
with saying things
I never could.
I wonder sometimes
if I secretly
want to be him,
just for a moment,
to exist inside
that edge,
feel the blade
slice my skin
and draw blood.
Someone pours alcohol
in the wound
to punish me
for my sin,
but I don’t repent.
I laugh harder
than everyone else
feeling my horns
form under the skin.
Luis Cuauhtemoc Berriozabal- 3 Poems
Luis works in
the mental health field in Los Angeles, CA. His next chapbook will be
published by Kendra Steiner Editions in April 2016. His first book of
poems was published by Pygmy Forest Press.
NIGHT MIRROR
You are
a night mirror,
sometimes
a circle,
sometimes
red or yellow,
a
silhouette in the day.
Your
reflection in the lake
looks
like a glass plate.
If you
had a voice, I'd
imagine
you would complain
about
the setting sun and
growl
at your reflection and
unaccomplished
dreams.
High
above the hills you are
followed
by shining stars.
GOOD THOUGHTS
I will leave you my good thoughts
and not my sleepless days.
I won't complain about the years
I wasted being in love and almost
going mad. I will leave you
a prayer and my best wishes.
I won't leave you my desperate
dreams or tear filled eyes.
I won't leave you sad thoughts
or throw sand in your eyes.
I long to see you happy and free.
I leave everything that is positive
in exchange for hearing my secret
that I will always feel love for you.
GREAT ESCAPE
I made my great escape.
You should too.
What's another minute
or two going to hurt?
I left the cubicle
of death and
found my way out of here
with my head held real high.
In the morning I will
be back for
another round in this place
where trouble never ends.
Now and then I make the
great escape
a minute or two early
for my own peace of mind.
Charles Rammelkamp- A Poem
Tattoo Torture
Once in a smooth gray sheet of drying cement
in front on a campus convenience store
so like the surface of a placid pre-dawn lake
I etched “Charles Loves Liz” with a sharp stick,
a girl I had a crush on,
the graffiti a confession,
a declaration to the world,
then fled like the vandal I was,
sneaking back every few days
to look at my work,
as if poking an aching tooth with my tongue.
Sometimes people speculated,
but nobody guessed,
who this Charles and Liz were,
but of course nobody knew for sure:
amazing the number of people with those names.
Later everybody talked about Barbara Cook
coming back to her student apartment
to find Liz in bed with Reed Jones,
a campus scandal for a week or two.
Just before the school year ended,
I remember seeing Liz walk over the graffiti,
fingers laced with Roger Castleman’s,
my jealousy just as tangled as those hands
with the relief that at least
I hadn’t gotten a tattoo.Donal Mahoney- Three Poems
The POTUS in Argentina
With a smile, the POTUS
tangoes in Argentina
while in Belgium and
the rest of the World
people try not to cry.
Bill's Socks
Hillary was at the podium
setting the record straight
for people who have a problem
with the tone of her voice.
She said when Bill was
president some folks said
she should have stayed home
and matched up his socks.
No way, fans in the crowd
booed their response.
But in a city far away
a husband at home
watching on TV
leaned over on the couch
and whispered to his wife
he’d bet anything
Monica would have put
those argyles together.
All Flags Flying
Wally and Stan
neighbors on the same block
for 30 years never
had a problem until
Wally asked Stan over
big steins of beer
why he never lets
the American flag fly
from his rooftop
the way everyone else
on the block does
on holidays especially
and Stan paused
sipped his beer and said
he saw no sense
in preaching to the choir
but when he migrates to Arizona
he will fly it every day there.
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Donal Mahoney, a native of Chicago, lives in St. Louis, Missouri. His fiction and poetry have appeared in various publications, including The Wisconsin Review, The Kansas Quarterly, The South Carolina Review, The Christian Science Monitor, The Chicago Tribune and Commonweal. Some of his work can be found at http://eyeonlifemag.com/the-poetry-locksmith/donal-mahoney-poet.html#sthash.OSYzpgmQ.dpbs=
Donal Mahoney, a native of Chicago, lives in St. Louis, Missouri. His fiction and poetry have appeared in various publications, including The Wisconsin Review, The Kansas Quarterly, The South Carolina Review, The Christian Science Monitor, The Chicago Tribune and Commonweal. Some of his work can be found at http://eyeonlifemag.com/the-poetry-locksmith/donal-mahoney-poet.html#sthash.OSYzpgmQ.dpbs=
Wednesday, March 30, 2016
Ananya S. Guha- A Poem
Witness
The rains are here
predestination of those wind
blowing monsoons
and I suffer delusions of memory
as the mind whirls into myths of past stoppages, slushy
fields, the old school building and the swimming pool
with shades too blue
as the rains rattle window panes
I heave breaths of ponderous time movement
of these hills as their greenish blue colours
take time for spin off into blurry past.
The Monolith festival will be on soon
and man's neolithic age will be proven
by researchers. But how these hills anarchic
took off into time will be a question
best unanswered. For they came before primordial
time pushing out history with elbows.
And left scars and wounds as witness.
Ananya S Guha
Shillong, INDIA.
Joan McNerney- Three Poems
Shhhhh...
There is a
witch living
on the corner
where the four
roads meet.
Her eye is
evil, her
nose crooked.
She lays down
the tarot
pattern
with wrinkled
hands.
Asks "do you wish
tea of wormwood
or henbane?"
She will enchant
your mind now
into fields of
wild roses.
I planted my garden
on the wrong side
of moon forgetting
tides of ocean
lunar wax wane
only madness
was cultivated
there underground
tubular roots
corpulent veins
flowers called
despair gave off
a single fruit...
I ate it
my laughter
becoming harsh
my eyes grew
oblique.
Methuselah Speaks
Living in shadows I scarcely stir.
Each motion brings pain with fear
of falling, breaking brittle bones
or bruising my spider web skin.
I see so little. Sunlight blinds my
rheumy eyes. Night dims my world
leaving just vague outlines.
Food is stale, bitter. Thirst savage.
No liquids quench me. My bodily
functions often fail befouling me.
All these years weigh down my soul.
Hearing faded, everything in whispers.
My breath is raspy, without strength.
My mind dull with defeat. I count only
my losses and remember nothing
but the dead. My memory is pain.
I cannot celebrate births. My great
grandchildren died so long ago.
Why must I always wait here?
God, have you forgotten me?
Sunil Sharma- A Poem
Machine-human interface
Offices
Cars
Metros
Hotels
Homes
Loos.
Humans revolving in solitary orbits/single bandwidths.
Clustered in pairs, threes/fours and groups
Or, alone on a table waiting for the order to be served
Yet, real-time disconnected.
Religiously punching hand-held tiny machines called smart phones, slim-slimmer
Metal---so erotic; cellphones rendered sexy
For the dysfunctional.
Busy men women kids---mere traces in the cyberspace
Cooing intimately to the gadgets; ignoring their peers.
So surreal, this high-tech culture!
Cold machines taking over
Antiseptic corridors of power and communication
Androids glassy-eyed, everywhere!
The versifier---longing for humans.
Richard Schnap- A Poem
GAMBLERS ANONYMOUS
Sometimes I see it
In the eyes of cashiers
A roulette wheel spinning
Where every number’s the same
And sometimes again
In those of cabdrivers
A pair of dice landing
With a face that speaks death
And sometimes once more
Within telemarketers
A slot machine promising
And then changing its mind
And sometimes they’ll win
With a thrill that soon dwindles
For the mastery of one’s fate
Remains a loser’s game
Eric Robert Nolan- Three Poems
"The Writer"
At night he dreamt of birds, thousands of them,
imprisoned in his house.
Ravens screamed in the attic.
Sparrows panicked in the hall.
He sat at his desk. A Jay pecked
Frantically at his shirt sleeve.
The basement door revealed
Torrents of finches, erupting in the dark
A loud gray storm
Of beaks and tiny claws.
Seagulls suffered in the cupboards.
Parakeets in the rafters, trapped,
Raged in Etruscan.
He crossed the room.
Owls
Moaned under the floorboards.
Twelve red cardinals
Lined his kitchen shelves –
A discordant jury.
Peacocks plead in the oven.
In a jar of sugar
Titmice struggled for air.
At his desk were
Photographs, letters
Pens and a half dead Marten.
He reached for his old brown afghan but felt
Bone and feather
The heaving brown breast
Of a starving eagle.
Sometimes the scratch
Of pen against paper brought
Respite from birdsong:
Two less wings against the silence
One less voice in that
Troubled aviary.
A parrot perched
On his paper stacks.
“Remorse,” it offered feebly.
“Regret,” he answered back.
"The Secretary"
Skin and circuitry,
Metal and flesh.
Her dreams of childbirth were
Relentless, recurring.
Push, push, push
Said a midwife’s mechanical voice.
Fluorescent lights flickered,
Then murmured discordantly.
Coarse starched sheets
Scratched her knees.
Machines hummed in corners.
She pushed.
The product of her womb was hard —
Edges and angles
Against her inner thighs.
And at the end of that difficult birth, looking down,
She saw coils and coils of bright copper wire.
By day, she was a secretary.
People liked her. Not enough, though,
For Valentine’s, dates, anniversaries.
With furtive eyes, she observed
All those little moments
That enchant a common life.
So, she only worked.
Phone, file, phone.
Push, push, push.
At times, she imagined her womb
As a gestating clock.
Its meticulous gears
Marked the passage of time.
Batteries moved her limbs, her veins
Were wires in her skin.
She hid circuits
Behind her eyes.
Electricity riddled her brain –
Warm lightning.
Returning home one night,
She passed a factory on her right.
Its smokestacks vaulted up
Like turrets. The lights there
Were stacked stars.
Its fence hummed. The smokestacks
Exhaled rhythmically
Push, push, push.
A metal shed was there –
She imagined it had
A piston-beating heart
A muscled metronome –
Life in a bright steel box.
Arriving home, her spine
Tickled with current.
She reached her garage and parked. Blue sparks
Danced in her sinuses.
Push, push, push,
Said a mid-wife’s mechanical voice.
She pushed some oily rags
To seal the open spaces
Beneath her garage door.
In her brain,
Machines hummed in corners.
She pushed the car’s ignition.
The air there nourished her, then.
The carbon monoxide
Push, push, pushed her.
She shut her eyes.
Her gears slowed softly.
"The Bureaucrat"
Amity in his veins,
The gray, aging bureaucrat
Lit a cigarette.
He spied ice on a windowframe
How unlike its blue-cold form
Were the words of industry – warm.
Like sunlight on a monument,
The bright hues of a flag,
Warm – like the ringing endorsement
Of a product or a plan.
Like the gaily colored covers
Of an annual report.
Warm – like the newly dead.
© Eric Robert Nolan 2013
*****
Tuesday, March 29, 2016
Bruce Mundhenke- A Poem
First and Last
Have you heard the wind blow,
Or listened to falling rain,
Have you known the solitude
Of walking a country lane.
Have you seen the stars shine
As you look at the sky at night.
Do you know which ones still burn,
Or which are only light?
Have you touched those things around you,
And felt that they were real,
Yet knew them transitory things
In spite of how you feel.
Stars are born and stars will die,
People come and go.
Everything will pass away,
We all know this is so.
Only the Spirit is forever,
All things must surely pass,
Even so, the Spirit will gather,
The First and with the Last.
CL Bledsoe- Three Poems
Bio: CL Bledsoe is the author of a
dozen books, most recently the poetry collection Riceland and the novel
Man of Clay. He lives in northern Virginia with his daughter.
Movie Hut
Tucked in a strip mall between a nasty taco
joint that made a mean biscuits and gravy,
and a hair salon full of bored 20-somethings
who spent the whole time trying
to upsell you. The carpet was some faded,
filthy shade that might’ve once been green
and brown or just years of stains. Tuesday’s
new releases up front, crowded and picked clean
by Friday afternoon. Maybe you paused
in the classics, but everyone’s seen those
or decided they never will long ago. Maybe
you try the drama or action but those are just new
releases that are no longer new. In the back,
on the wall: the true destination. A video shop
could be judged by its horror section. Obscure, silly
titles you never heard of, imported Italian insanity.
Every once in a while you find that low-budget
gem that makes the night worth wasting. They
had overpriced popcorn covered in dust. They
had sodas flatter than the earth. They had used
VHS for sale to make room for DVDs sometimes
cheaper to buy than to rent. When they were gone,
they weren’t going to be replaced.
Salad Days
Friday nights, before we had our licenses, we’d wait
till Dad was asleep, borrow his dirt- and oil-stained
truck, and cruise gravel roads to the old Tastee Freeze
on the edge of town. They had ice cream cones dipped
in fudge. They had tattered onion rings that tasted
like salt and grease, burgers that came hot and drippy.
We’d pay in change, borrowed money, any way
we could. All of it squished into a greasy bag, too hot
to eat until we got home. We’d cut the engine and roll
the last few yards, lights off, to the house; push the doors
to quietly, butterscotch milkshakes already empty,
tiptoe back into my bedroom to scarf our lukewarm
grease and play Super Mario Bros until we passed out.
The Yellow King
Everything smelled like grease, even
on your day off. I worked there for two
days. On the first, a coworker got into
an argument with a plant in the lobby
while I was on lunch. It looked like
the plant got the better of him. When
I went back behind the counter, the shift
manager with the piercings in her cheek said
he wasn’t violent. The others gathered around
her as she pontificated in mumbled slang
about high times in the trailer park.
I was going to New York the next day,
a trip I’d planned before getting the job.
I would eat my first veggie pizza—just bread
and plants, really—try calamari, drink six
dollar beer, be felt up by strangers in a city
where everyone wears black and hates
everything. Just because I would never be one
of them didn’t mean I would only ever
be me. When I got back, I worked one
more day with the familiar smell
and the boredom. I took my shirts back
when I picked up my check. No one cared.
It happened all the time.